Hey Party People,
I hope you all had a relaxing long weekend. Before becoming an entrepreneur I was always so excited about long weekends for that extra day to chill or get caught up on life.
I want to share a little bit about the power of inner work today.
The past 6 months for me have been… unpredictable to say the least. Since I quit my job in February 2021 I have been forced repeatedly to look at mySELF. Even prior to then I was digging into my identity, the goals I wanted to achieve, and the life I wanted to create.
At first it was all about goals. What are they and how do I achieve more, then it shifted to be about me. Who I was externally vs. who I was internally. I was guided to start asking myself different questions, questions about what I wanted and what mattered to ME. I shifted my focus away from what I thought I should do and got curious about what I wanted to do.
This has not been an easy shift and I’m still learning which I think is beautiful because our growth is limitless. But my growth didn’t begin until I decided I wanted to grow. Until I decided I wanted to achieve something different. And the same goes for you, until you choose to want more, everything will remain the same.
I wanted to let you in on some massive shifts that have happened for me since 2023 began. My mentor even highlighted me on her IG to share with others what’s possible when we lean in and do the work.
At the end of January, I remember I had a call with my mentor and I fell apart. I has a complete meltdown. I was so sad and deep in judgement of self and where I was at that moment. I had just tapped into a LOC to pay my rent which I had NEVER had to do before. I could always meet that target and this time I couldn’t. I felt like a complete failure. I had also gotten so excited about a man I met on New Year's Eve only to once again be disappointed. I didn’t understand why relationships never worked out for me. I felt broke, alone, and like nothing was working.
*spoiler alert the universe is always working in your favour*
During this call (and every call) my mentor encouraged me to do the deeper inner work around all these feelings and I answered the call. And look what happened….
I went from averaging $2200 a month between October and January (when my expenses exceed $5000) to a $10K month in February, to securing almost $80K in contracts by mid-March.
I went from shaming myself about being single and feeling utterly lonely to meeting an amazing man (not NYE man) who has shown up for me more in the 5+ weeks than any man has before. He’s been my dream come true and the one I’ve been waiting for.
I have always desired the extraordinary but deep down I know I questioned if my extraordinary was possible. It’s simple to say you want big things but it takes courage and deep inner trust to go after them AND to receive them.
This man. Those contracts. This reality.
Not possible without the work I have put in.
Not possible without looking deep within myself.
Not possible without going after BIG things.
Not possible without stretching my capacity and trusting myself to carry it all.
This was just Q1 of 2023…
So what is it that you want?
What goals do you have?
What desires do you long for?
What vision do you have for your life?
I honestly want you to think about this…
What if you could shift your reality faster than you thought? What if your goals, desires and vision were just around the next corner? What if your relationship could transform, your finances skyrocket, or your dream opportunity drop in tomorrow?
It can and it’s possible.
But are YOU ready for it?
Are you prepared to make the moves necessary? Are you ready to take a leap? Are you open to trusting in possibility? Are you open to receiving it all?
Anything you desire is possible for you when you start to show up for yourself.
If you want to start your journey towards all the magic and extraordinary possibilities that are available for you check out my LinkTree with my current offers.
I believe in you, even if you don’t just yet.
With love and gratitude,
P.S. Want to know how my mentor described my recent transformation? You can read it below.
I know there were a few months there that were pretty freaking scary for you. Questioning if you leaned back too much? Am I really taking enough action? So much questioning of self- am I doing this the right way? Ohhhh ‘S’ you are so amazing. So brave. You are the epitome of courage and self- badassery. You have shown yourself how powerful you are in this ride- of the highs and the lows.
Instead of focusing on what wasn’t working, you leaned into our work together, to heal and grow simultaneously. You EMBODIED your truths & values. You stuck the course and leaned in for support when obstacles (as they will) arose. You showed up when it was uncomfortable. You showed up when it looked like it wasn’t working. You continued to embody the principles of our work. Over and over. I know this is just the beginning of so many amazing things for you. You allowed the abundance to show up through the path of least resistance, you let go of the grip, and you led yourself. So powerful. May you look back at this time with pride and excitement for the future. When one quantum leaps, it is possible again and again. You know the feelings, you know the ride. The sky isn’t even the limit.